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    Sunday, July 5th, 2009
    7:25 pm
    Bye bye
    It is with all the reget in the world that I must inform you that this journal is now defunct. Dead. Gone. Farewell. The new one is at [info]tarotcardsharkFeel free to add me back, I'll post much more frequently. Come see my new life!!!
    Thursday, July 2nd, 2009
    4:45 pm
    Monday, June 22nd, 2009
    2:52 am
    "Pour me a drink, Theresa, in one of those glasses you dust off
    And I'll watch the bones in your back like the stations of the cross
    'Round your hair the sun lifts a halo, at your lips a crown of thorns
    Whatever the deal's going down, to this one I'm sworn

    I'll work for your love dear
    I'll work for your love
    What others may want for free
    I'll work for your love"

    I wish I could understand the way my brain operated. I find pleasure in the smallest of things. Simple acts of organization light up my soul and make me feel so right with the world. I had this big bag of sugar in my kitchen that was maybe 1/4 full, so I dumped the remainder into a small tupperware container to save room. Seeing the small container filled to the top with it's sweet white counterpart was so much more satisfying than an ugly paper bag slowly emptying. I get it, I over romanticize  events and find meaning where there is none. But the container looked more than half full. I like that, using the "Glass half full" analogy but with something like sugar. If it were a cup and liquid, it could be anything. Here, I'm TELLING you it's sugar. Wow. I'm tired.
    Sunday, June 14th, 2009
    1:15 pm
    ROWEEEENA
     "I remember how it used to be
    I was you and you were me
    We were more than just the same
    Now these shoes don't fit , my skins too tight
    When you want a kiss, I take a bite
    Let your heart call up the cops, read me my rights

    Last night I drank enough to drown
    Raise a toast to your good looks, and to my health
    Look, we both know how much I've let you down
    Janie, Don't you take your love to town"

    It's such a giant giant giant crime that this song was a single, but the radio/video edit took the verse out to get to the chorus quicker. Someone's dense. I don't really have much to say. I guess I posted a note on facebook with my lifely updates. Other than that, meh. I'm hungover, tired, and excited. EXCITED.

    Later, y'all.

    Sunday, June 7th, 2009
    12:26 am
    "You know these love letters mix with whiskey
    Just don't light a match when you kiss me
    Though I'll blow away, you know I'll be back soon"

    I don't care how homosexual it sounds, the man's words make me melt. Good think I'm not sober or this POST COULD BE EMBARASSING.

    Tuesday, May 19th, 2009
    5:27 pm
    Monday, May 11th, 2009
    12:25 pm
    People say to me "Stop frowning, kid", things will look up. "Can't get any worse, can only get better!" 

    Yet there's still a way to make the situation worse. When all you want to do is call her and make sure she's okay and had a good week and get told she call you when she wants to pick up her stuff and doesn't want to talk. Of course, right before I get that, I get the apartment building we were supposd to move into call me and say "kk we know you don't want the apartment anymore and didn't sign the lease buuuuuut we were going to rent it out to you so you have to pay the first months rent anyways"

    So now I'm out half of 750 or whatever, and living in the place I was before, heartbroken. Fuck it. The situation can't get worse than that. Well, it could, and I'm just being dramatic, but fuck, no more please.
    Saturday, May 9th, 2009
    10:45 pm

    Back sliding at 11 pm when you're stuck at work until 5 am is terrible. Simply terrible. My progress has been good this week, if not great. All it takes is a pretty picture to crash back down again. At least for now.

    2:37 pm
    Either I'm really tired or my thumbs are looking thinner....?

    Current Music: D:Fuse - Untitled | Powered by Last.fm
    Thursday, May 7th, 2009
    11:55 pm
    Downside to breakups: Heartbreak

    Upside: Constant state of shock which revolves around lots of walking and low eating. Mainly due to stomach aches but also due to having next to no food. I may be heartbroken but I'm going to look FAB!!!
    2:46 pm
    Wednesday, May 6th, 2009
    10:26 pm
    I'm going to leave very clear, specific directions here. I'm feeling something big and personal and just....big. My posts will not make sense. They may be overly sappy, romantic, spiteful, erotic, I don't know. If you don't like random or don't want to hear someone dream or complain, take me right off your list. Seriously, I won't mind. I probably won't even check to see who stuck around. Up to you.
    1:01 am
    ( Probably my favorite pic of all time... )

    I'm....dealing okay. It still hurts like hell but everything happens for a reason right?...right?

    I'm making good progress though. Big plans! Big plans!!

    Monday, May 4th, 2009
    1:07 am
    Jesus, sleep is terrifying when stuff is on your mind.
    Sunday, May 3rd, 2009
    8:31 pm
    We talked about her owing me money and I said I was going to take her to court. I told her "For custody of my heart". She laughed hard, and I laughed hard. And I knew everything was going to work out. Maybe not in the way I had wanted it to, but on some level we'll be fine.
    1:31 pm
    I always always always fall for the ones who aren't sure what they want.

    Consider this heart.....a-broken. Melodramatic much? Probably.
    Friday, April 24th, 2009
    1:04 am
    I feel like I'm just SO close to saying "Fuck the world" and going ot China. Or some random place.
    Tuesday, March 17th, 2009
    1:56 pm
    PJ PHIL IS BACK ON YTV OH MY GOD MY LIFE IS COMPLETE AGAIN
    Friday, March 13th, 2009
    1:28 am
    Barenaked Ladies - On the Cruz-ah, Ships & Dip III Cruise
    I am crying with laughter. Oh my god.
    Monday, March 9th, 2009
    6:42 pm
    "We could build a tree fort in my yard, you could help, it'd be appreciated"
     Okay. I followed the BNL gig at Universal a few days ago and managed to get my hands on a boot on the show. I'm so torn on the matter. Steve's parts in Maybe Katie was given to Jim, Ed sings One Week and Old Apartment Alone, Kevin sings Sound of your voice, which anyone could have seem coming, and obviously Jim and Kev are singing much more backing vocals. And talking more. Which I've decided is my problem. I love me some Kevin Hearn, hardcore but when they all talk, it's not having the same oomph Ed and Steve have together. It's great to see them carrying on. Meh, whatever. I was SO pro this whole deal, I finally went over it...

    ...and then a few nights ago I was downtown and it was chilly outside, you could see your breath, and "Break your heart" came on my iPod and that was it. I demand anyone who thinks the band is terrible to listen to that song. To think that I'll never hear it live, and pardon the pun, breaks my heart. That's all I really have on my topic. I couldn't give up on the band if I tried, I still love them to death and I'll support it. Kevin actually sounded really strong on Sound of your voice, it's still just so early on, only one show, they're trying. Blech. If I had a million dollars is Ed and Kevin now, which is interesting. When he changed the lyrics to "We could build a tree fort in my yard, you could help, it'd be appreciated", I admit I lost it hardcore. They gave Shopping to Kevin which is kind of cool. ENOUGH ON THE TOPIC.

    I had a really cool time in Toronto the other day, alone. I had a meeting with the creative director at Chum FM, and while I still have no job in radio, I got a major giant steel-toed boot in the door, I'll get into it eventually, I'll just say I'm a lot less worried and want to blow my brains out much less. Now it's more of a...I'd be fine with a bullet grazing the side of my head, go for it! 

    I want changes, I'm edging towards it. I'm finally making more money at work. :) . I still need out of there though. Someone pranked me, called asking if we sell Sunglasses. Two weeks ago someone called asking if we sold "Cock Meat sandwhiches". Although I'd hate my job even more if I DIDN'T get prank calls.

    PS. I'm finally 100 percent better. No more throat pain, no more coughing, sneezing, sickyness that lasted 100 months. FInally. Just as the weather gets better. Double :)

    EDIT: I've changed my mind a bit. This new band has serious potential. I'm listening to "Shopping" and it's really good. I think if I don't think of them as BNL, I'm okay. A lot of people on some message boards are referring to it as BNL 2.0. I really think I can deal with that.
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